My Valentines day gift to me

Dear Sue,

I know that I have made many mistakes in your life; with my addictions, my finances and wrong choices over periods of time.  I now know that this just makes me human, for no man is perfect, only God is.  The following is a story of a man that had two sons; the younger son asked to be given his half of the estate and he squandered his wealth in wild living.  When he regained his senses he proclaims the following to his father:

In Luke 15:21-24 the passage reads: “and the son said to him, “Father I have sinned against heaven and against you.  I am no longer worthy to be called your son.”  But the father said to his servants, “Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him.  Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.  Bring the fattened calf and kill it.  Let’s have a feast and celebrate.  For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.”

And so I too, was lost; I have had your share of misgivings, bad choices and addictions which have caused me to sin against myself, my family and loved ones and God.  But I have now been found and are sitting under the arms of the Lord.   

I will follow the guidance of the Lord and feel the Lord’s presence and love in everything I do.  The Lord has forgiven my sins and so I shall forgive myself.  I will say each day, “I choose to follow the path of my Lord and I forgive myself for my past wrongdoings.”   With this passage each morning I shall be free from my chains of shame, sorrow and guilt.  I will forgive myself of my past and look forward to each day of my future and walk with the Lord through each step of life.

Love,
Me


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